The last time a boyfriend dumped me was in 1995, so it’s been a while. 
Last night, though, I received news that a partnership I was seeking to form was being called off by the other party.
I felt punched in the gut. Then I wanted to throw up.
A flood of questions washed over me…what was wrong with me? Why didn’t they want to partner with me? What did I do wrong? Could this be fixed?
Emotions flooded me: Disbelief. Anger. Sadness. Hurt. More disbelief. More anger. More sadness. More hurt.
This morning, I am numb and feeling more acceptance of how this going to be. I don’t like it, but I understand there’s nothing I can do to change it.
I am glad it’s no longer boyfriends that break my heart, but the intensity of the feelings of rejection are the same.
It sucks.
Oh, sweetie, I’m sorry. Rejection sucks. Big time. Hugs to you.
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Their loss. I know this for a fact.